Tuesday, August 21, 2007

my 360 spin!

Well, I have had series of mishaps early this year.

I thought I had a novel-like love story getting involved with somebody who was more like a male version of me... Eventhough it was short-live, there were two things that cut it from being a fling.

1. We used to play a lot of line gaming (yes, we play DOTA Warcraft Tower Defence hehhehe We spent our date brainstorming on new strategies on how to go about the game, i know how crazy that gets.)

2. Then comes google adsense. We had this project of working on making the most out of internet advertising. He was an SEO expert while my field was business marketing so our partnership was a perfect recipe to really make it big time. He makes the script for the website while I do the content. It was fun and enriching because I was learning new things (in fact, I would like to study about it soon!)

We were smooth sailing for months, until one dreadful day, I got a disturbing message from somebody anonymous that turned my dream story to an urban legend.

I was devastated and felt that I did not deserve what happened! At the end of the day, I decided to raise the white flag, it was a sweet surrender on my part ... walking away like that and not looking back. I am a strong woman and I never give up easily but the situation left me with no choice - I WANT A QUITE PEACEFUL LIFE. All I did was to wish them luck and a good life together (yes, I was a loser then)

When a door closes, a window opens... that holds true for me. After a stormy day, I found a glimpse of the sun when I met Neil. He showed me what I was missing in life - LOVE, LOVE, AND MORE OF IT. He made my summer the sunniest ever. We hit the beach most of the time, he attended my sister's graduation with my family, and we made future plans together.
I was beginning to be happy again. I found myself singing again in the shower. I dooze off with a smile on my face. I cooking while dancing again. IN short - I was happy again.

Now who says a nightmare can't have a "happily ever after?"

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

happy weekend to me!

I have my weekend every Thursday and Friday. Cool huh?

Looking forward joining to the beach outing with my batch and the upcoming graduation on Saturday. Finally all our hardwork will be recognized. We will be hitting the operations floor by Monday. Thanks goodness though that I was able to choose the best schedule.

I have heard that it's gonna be nosebleed, but hey! that's what I'm here for! (^^)

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

jumpin high!

I wanted to take a few minutes to give you my thoughts on what's going on with my life now. The past days has been particularly edgy over the decision I made that has paved a new career path for me.

Things hasn't been really working my way for the past days this week compared to that last week when I was on top of my game. I have to admit that this new venture has made a 360 degrees turn.

Eversince June 25th, it has been a steady drumbeat of excitement... and now i can finally say, I am finally happy.

Unfortunately no matter how hard I try my schedule doesnt let me get out as much as I'd like. That frustrates me. So I am committing to sharing my thoughts with you in a regular blog. It;s another way to have a dialogue, I guess.


I am not sure how communicating this way will work out but I guess that's up to us. So here's my start and I'd like to hear from you. I will respond to as many comments as I can if it seems appropriate.


Cheerio to everyone who believed in me and to my friends I left behind. Cheers to the new beginning~!