my 360 spin!
Well, I have had series of mishaps early this year.
I thought I had a novel-like love story getting involved with somebody who was more like a male version of me... Eventhough it was short-live, there were two things that cut it from being a fling.
1. We used to play a lot of line gaming (yes, we play DOTA Warcraft Tower Defence hehhehe We spent our date brainstorming on new strategies on how to go about the game, i know how crazy that gets.)
2. Then comes google adsense. We had this project of working on making the most out of internet advertising. He was an SEO expert while my field was business marketing so our partnership was a perfect recipe to really make it big time. He makes the script for the website while I do the content. It was fun and enriching because I was learning new things (in fact, I would like to study about it soon!)
We were smooth sailing for months, until one dreadful day, I got a disturbing message from somebody anonymous that turned my dream story to an urban legend.
I was devastated and felt that I did not deserve what happened! At the end of the day, I decided to raise the white flag, it was a sweet surrender on my part ... walking away like that and not looking back. I am a strong woman and I never give up easily but the situation left me with no choice - I WANT A QUITE PEACEFUL LIFE. All I did was to wish them luck and a good life together (yes, I was a loser then)
When a door closes, a window opens... that holds true for me. After a stormy day, I found a glimpse of the sun when I met Neil. He showed me what I was missing in life - LOVE, LOVE, AND MORE OF IT. He made my summer the sunniest ever. We hit the beach most of the time, he attended my sister's graduation with my family, and we made future plans together.
I was beginning to be happy again. I found myself singing again in the shower. I dooze off with a smile on my face. I cooking while dancing again. IN short - I was happy again.
Now who says a nightmare can't have a "happily ever after?"
I thought I had a novel-like love story getting involved with somebody who was more like a male version of me... Eventhough it was short-live, there were two things that cut it from being a fling.
1. We used to play a lot of line gaming (yes, we play DOTA Warcraft Tower Defence hehhehe We spent our date brainstorming on new strategies on how to go about the game, i know how crazy that gets.)
2. Then comes google adsense. We had this project of working on making the most out of internet advertising. He was an SEO expert while my field was business marketing so our partnership was a perfect recipe to really make it big time. He makes the script for the website while I do the content. It was fun and enriching because I was learning new things (in fact, I would like to study about it soon!)
We were smooth sailing for months, until one dreadful day, I got a disturbing message from somebody anonymous that turned my dream story to an urban legend.
I was devastated and felt that I did not deserve what happened! At the end of the day, I decided to raise the white flag, it was a sweet surrender on my part ... walking away like that and not looking back. I am a strong woman and I never give up easily but the situation left me with no choice - I WANT A QUITE PEACEFUL LIFE. All I did was to wish them luck and a good life together (yes, I was a loser then)
When a door closes, a window opens... that holds true for me. After a stormy day, I found a glimpse of the sun when I met Neil. He showed me what I was missing in life - LOVE, LOVE, AND MORE OF IT. He made my summer the sunniest ever. We hit the beach most of the time, he attended my sister's graduation with my family, and we made future plans together.
I was beginning to be happy again. I found myself singing again in the shower. I dooze off with a smile on my face. I cooking while dancing again. IN short - I was happy again.
Now who says a nightmare can't have a "happily ever after?"
posted by Michelle at 7:42 AM
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