Why does it have to be you?

It was not my intention
How could I have known?
When we met that day
That I would want you for my own

You mean alot to me
That Im sure will always be.
But, This feeling overcomes me
Whenever you are near
You make me happy.

Do I keep it to myself?
Do I bottle up my love for you...
And place it on a shelf ?

The next time that I saw you I had to look away.
Worse if I choose to go away.

I felt betrayed.
I felt played.
But I know it was my mistake.
Because i knew that you i cant take.

I layed upon my bed
I heard your voice inside my head
I tossed and turned all evening
I cried my way till morning.

- This is for you. You know who you are.